I’m Soooo Losing It

Last Saturday, I went back to the gym. It seems ages I haven’t been there. Well, nothing much different with the gym except for new staffs. On the thread machine, I can only last for 10 minutes. It used to be 20 minutes, and it’s like a ride of roller coaster. No biggie at all. And now I was shocked! I’m gasping for breath. After the thread machine, the toning machine (weight machine that tones you up), I could not afford to finish 2 sessions with 30kgs (btw, 1 session consists of 10-12 pushes, more than that your body seems to be getting used with the weight, so no effect to your muscle development, after 10-12 pushes, relax for a minute, continue o the next session.). It just took me 15 minutes, and I have to lay back since I feel like vomiting. Hehehe. I have a bad stamina, worst! I need to get back in track. I need to be tough as Angelina Jolie. Well, almost as Miss Jolie. Great bods btw ;)

So my so called personal trainer told me I need to get professional help, keep me back in track, get into a program where I have a personal trainer to assists me and push me to the limits. When he said that, the first thing pops in my mind, ‘Ish macam artist Hollywood lak nak kena ader personal trainer’. So he told me the RM I need to sacrifice, and I told him, I’ll think about it. Honestly, I can’t even afford a shopping spree during sales, so how can I afford a personal trainer, plus he’s not that cute, so that won’t motivate me to the gym. Hehehe. (yup, I’m bad ;)) .

After a lot of thoughts, well actually it just took me 3 minutes to figure it out, why I’m sooooooo fatigue and lost all the energy:

• Busy as a bee. Work and no play make me a boring person. I have no social life these few weeks. I even have to work on the weekends. Miss a lot of ‘open houses’. I did not have time to watch Harry Potter! Just heard reviews and comments about most of the movies. I can’t remember the last movie I watched. So one of these days, hopefully by this month, I’m gonna do movie marathon. Take a day off, and plan movies that I need to watch. Among in the list Harry Potter (kalau ader lagi la L), Chronicles of Narnia, PHSM2 (nak gak tau citer pasal apa), … Em… I just go the cinema to see the schedule and the movie currently showing
• I miss my important meals. I seldom take my breakfast, I know, it’s the important meal of the day. I miss my lunches and dinners. Basically I just munch whatever and whenever I have the time. Mostly kerepeks. Not a good diet. Last few weeks I have a crave for roti canai. All mamak restaurants I have tried in Putrajaya, so I can review where the best roti canai in Putrajaya. Hehehee
• Sleep. I’m not sure I have enough 8 hours of beauty sleep. And I don’t constantly sleep at the same time day by day. I guess my body clock can’t adjust to my routine and tight schedule. I need a day to hibernate. So dear friends, let’s plan a splash holiday next year. I really do need one, so do you guys ; )
• I haven’t been work-out for a long time. I don’t remember when I actually lari setempat (hehehehe.. teringat zaman PJK zaman sekolah. Preeeeettt.. Lari Setempat semua!)

In other words, let’s hang-out friends. I need to see the world behind the doors of the office. I need to smell famous amos in the shopping mall, even I did have to buy it, free smell, I need to rejuvenate myself, I need a pat in the back for the good job I’ve done in the project which I should not be doing it, I need to be energetic, I need….. to get to work right now :(