I am only an Anchovy

Recently, I was reminded where I stand in this organization and who I am in this world. I am only an anchovy or cakap melayunya.. " aku hanyalah ikan bilis". To make it more dramatic or more PRECISE "aku hanyalah ikan bilis di LAUTAN". Yes, that is how small I am in this world.

I was reminded about it just recently. Everyday I 've been a humble employee doing my job day in day out. What ever my superior ask me to do, I have to do it because it is my duty. But, sometimes.. it is just too much. When you are being pushed too much, you can only take up to a certain extent. Hey! I am only human, I have feelings too, if you push me too much, i might just go overboard. When I was at that stage of going 'overboard' I was reminded of who I am actually. Yep, non other than an ANCHOVY! Jeritlah sekuat hati, marahlah sekuat hati, do whatever I want, but who am to say such things? ikan bilis maaa.

Sad but true, but that is the reality. I am now being reminded about it everyday. I think the organzation should have just put up a big poster up on a wall with the words saying " REMEMBER, U R ONLY AN ANCHOVY". That would be a good mental torture don't you think.

Furthermore, when I was driving back home from office, AGAIN I am being reminded of how small I am. The BIG cars 'bullying' drivers like me with their big money etc. So here I am, realizing of who i am... only an anchovy.